If it was meant to be in this song, I'll play for you.

Saturday, January 26, 2008 at 10:56 PM

people..let me tell you something.. no matter how old or young you are..please do not say that you know me or give me that dirty look coz of how i look.

YOU ARE NOT ME!..

you think i like being the way i am. i am serious. i got a lot to think about and this is adding to what i have to thnk about.

damn stressed you know.everyone got their own things to think about.
like i said i eat when i am stressed.

let me see. what the HELL i am i so stressed about.

1. SIP
2. report
3. friends
4.siblings
5. car
6. money
7. i got not much money left since i used it for driving lesson
8. University admission

the thought of me spending more money is on my mind. but i cannot not spend money on myself. i worked hard for it. at least i get self indulgence.

but most of this people may nv know what i am going through. they think that i just eat and sleep at home. if i were to eat and sleep at home, i would never spend almost 3/4 of my time at work..is that called eating and sleeping. I am working hard like any other people. damn you all.

y is it hard to understand and at least accomodate.
haiz.
disappointments.
i am trying my hardest.
i try to lessen everything that i do.

seriously man.
everything i have to be responsible for it.
y cant somebody else replace me.

its hard being me.
seriously.
not only do i have to think about myself.
i have to think about the family.
i have to think about other stuffs unrelated.

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!.

seriously

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!.

I'll play for you.