If it was meant to be in this song, I'll play for you.

Thursday, November 08, 2007 at 12:32 AM

i dunno nowadays i love going out..after work like going out is better i dunno i just like it..weird huh..

work is just hell..not as bad...i just dunno how to feel ..i mean i have tried my best if i still fail then i do not know what to say...

and everytime i go out after work i would get scolding..haiz..
but i mean..haiya dunno la..just now also kena scolding la..spoil my mood a bit..but dunno la..work is stressful and meeting frens will relieve stress..i am happy when i meet my friends...really...laugh with them ...although i enjoy home as much but i mean at home i just look at my computer...hope friday is a good day really...haiz...

i hate ppl that lie to my parents...if i dun lie to my parents why should my siblings lie..and for them to do it with me knowing...make me hate them a lot..

feel like buying PSP..the black colour 1...look coolll...how i wish there are red colour but i doubt it..

but dun think so la...my pay i still have to pay for my practical test...which is like $1000...

money is another issue..haiz..i act spent all my hari raya money on work and now i have no more money..life is so unfair...if only i was rich then maybe it would be different..but i am not rich and my SIP means a lot to me...since i am the oldest so my parents always will pour all their hopes on me...i mean i do not want to fail and waste my dad money just because i fail SIP...some people might not care about SIP..but i care..those who do not care are usually those that are rich and thinking that money makes the world go round..

WORK..FAMILY..SCHOOL..COLLEAGUES..MONEY..PERSONAL..i wish it was all different than now...

SIP sucks you know..i just wanna have fun and all...but can i???
many things running through my head...different people have different worries..
i just wanna get a diploma and work to repay my parents..turning 19 soon...haha..so long leh wait to be 19
haven reach 19 i already want to be 20
haha

I'll play for you.