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| Sunday, September 23, 2007 at 11:36 PM |

well.. i just wanna say that i am finally out of salvo in the eye of the salvo members..they kept asking me to go back..but i told them finally that i wanna quit...
well so i will sum up my experience in salvo in this post...it will be long so those who dun wanna know can skip..lol
when i first entered salvo..i had so much fun..i had all my friends and we were always together..those were the happy moments..haha
then one by one started to quit..they had their own reasons..so it was left with me and hannah..which was still ok..
first i had a crush on aw..he was nice and fun and all...and meybe coz of his mole that attracted me..LOL..
then this guy came zhi xun..at first i liked him..for whatever reasons..then one of the salvo practice, he rolled his eyes at me when me and hannah was laughing at our own jokes..at that time he was teaching..i was kinda pissed..that was when i hated him..i was like 'who the hell is he to roll his eyes at me when he did not even try to talk to me..not even once...'
so i hated him..then the to practice..seniors all came back at first it was ok..then i felt akward..dunno why la...maybe because of this super-action senior..wah!...feel like smacking her..
then in the later part hannah stopped coming for practice...and in the end left me alone..i had to mingle with the rest of the salvo mates..and so i did..they were all great people..but i still had this uneasy feeling towards the seniors..esp neo..dunno why la..
then after the seniors graduate..it was ok coz left neo and charmaine..eventhough i dun like neo ..but i dun care abt him la..he kinda *ahem...lol..
then the juniors came and so did MP..i was 'busy'..well tired la...so many performance and all..but the camp that were being held made me so unenthitiastic abt salvo..dunno why also..
so i decided to call charmaine and said i want to quit but she ask me to stop for a while and from then i nv went to any salvo stuffs anymore..it made my life better i think and a lot more peaceful..
life in salvo was very hard...i had to pretend to laugh at the jokes that they were telling in chinese..i was kind of pissed when they speak in chinese and expect me to understand..like wth..i am non-chinese and u expect me to understand..i expect them to be more understanding..but sometimes i was ignored..
then came the dinners..it was fine with me to go dinner but they go to places that i sometimes cannot eat..so i had to tell them that i cannot eat here and there and they had to compromise..i hated to lie and do these kinda stuffs...but i feel very akward when around them sometimes..so i kinda feel stress sometimes...that was why i quit and my life got better with no stress about salvo...seriously..
and FYI i am so over the guys in salvo..lol...
well that is all..
all i have are memories of salvo and maybe some of the scores..haha..but whatever
I'll play for you.
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