If it was meant to be in this song, I'll play for you.

Sunday, September 30, 2007 at 9:36 PM

i feel rather frustrated right now..

i guess it is due to my bad temper..

well i just want to rant my anger to this blog...
firstly, my brother dropped my phone and this is not the first time..
how does it feel to have a phone that is not even spoiled by you...and i paid $200 using my own money..
and you know what my brother say to me : you read my message...now i dropped your phone..serve you right...

when i heard this i was really fuming...seriously..reading his stupid message which is not even x-rated and not even a secret..

i so much wanted my current phone that i had to wait and saved my own money..and my brother purposely dropping it and let me remind you this is not the first time him doing it..
i am very furious...how can i not be...i waited so long for it and to be spoilt by an asshole...seriously it made my day worst...i was in no mood la...

if i do not let my siblings use my stuffs my mum think i am selfish and all...and when they spoil my stuffs that i pay on my own no one will pay for it..it pisses me off seriously...

the last time he dropped my hard-earned discman...wah!!...they used and spoilt it..no one would take the blame for it...damn pissed...

sometimes being nice is not good la seriously...esp to people who does not appreciate it...

i am still fuming inside you know...i feel like punching someone face like real hard to that he will....heart-pain la seriously...

i seriously am trying to get along with my bro but him doing this make me hate him more than ever..

on the brighter note:

there are nothing brighter than just smaking my brother on the face...if only i could...i would..i am still pissed of after many hours...

I'll play for you.