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Saturday, February 10, 2007 at 12:02 AM

so damn pissed man... i today never go for salvo... i haven been to salvo coz if the assignments and the fact that i today have to go visit my grandmother.. and some people just do not understand thinking that we dun wanna go for salvo...please lor.. dunno lah..haizzz... one conflict and problems after another...it just makes me super pissed that all this does not stop and driving me crazy.. dunno what to do lah...haiya.. i know i am at fault for not going salvo for the past 2 weeks but i guess situations just does not allow me to go .. i wish someone would just understand all that i am going through...

this is the conversation that happened when i message roy

më : Roy me and hannah will not be going for salvo today.. really sorry..
ROY: äh then u guys better buck up ur score yourself. The nxt training will be on the 7 March at 10 am
me: "ok.."

how are we going to learn the score ourselves..what the??.. haizz...dunno lah.. feel so sian.. why is everybody so hard on me..like i feel people expect too much from us.. i do assignment till i did not sleep and they still ask us to go salvo..dunno lah.. is it my fault.. i guess so.. i really feel like giving up IT.. dunno how i am going to make it this semester.. dunno what to do with my life.. i guess some people are just cleverer than me.. there is a limit to what i can do...i cannot do everything..

i wish the anger in my heart can be shown.. feel like flaring up... dunno what to do..


TO MY COUSIN:

TAKE CARE AND DO NOT CARE WHAT OTHERS SAY!~..
YOU HAVE DONE YOUR BEST AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS..
NEVER REGRET ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED..
THERE IS ALWAYS BLESSING BEHIND EVERYTHING..
SO ALWAYS WAIT FOR THE GOOD PART..
I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!~..

by ME : unsettling minds can make a person crazy

I'll play for you.