If it was meant to be in this song, I'll play for you.

Sunday, September 10, 2006 at 11:21 AM

penniless + school holidays = scolding+nagging+worthless

damn...everytime i seem to keep quiet and what is happening around does not seems like my business...she always tries to make it my fault...yea..i am a lazy piece of SHIT!~...not having work and not having money is my problem..so do not nag and all

you are asking me to save money and use my own money to spend and all when you know i have none...and the fact that you can buy my brothers an mP3 and a new handphone..seems like there is not a need to save any money when you can bloody hell afford all this...well i have no mP3...thinking that i can help my parents..but i see no reason for me to save the electric bills...if you can afford all that on my brothers... y the hell should i help to save your money when it will only benefit my brothers... DAMN YOU ALL!~...i do not care about what i say anymore... nothing i say will have any meaning... even waking up in the morning i will have to get a scolding..

you say i always spend money... if i dun spend money and go out...you do not even allow me to use the computer that often to save money...what do you expect me to do... my father asks me to clean the house and do housework...what you expect me to do that 1 whole day...when you all talk please make some sense...it makes you look like a STUPID person...so if u dun give me money and i cannot go out and cannot get a job...what the hell?!~...you guys are just nonsencical... say whatever you want to me... i simply close my ears and just throw my tantrum at someone alse... i just cannot be bothered..

i guess i am the BLACK SHEEP!~

I'll play for you.