If it was meant to be in this song, I'll play for you.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 at 11:08 PM

I just now saw a girl that my mum used to praise..she seemed like a good girl as she was from a religious school and she wore scarf and to add on her family was a nice and good family..well i just now saw her with a different guy when i last saw her and she was not wearing scarf and acting like a plain 'minah'..this is the third time i see her without wearing a scarf and telling me not to tell her mum...of course i told my mum...she said if she ever see her she will stare at her..hahah...

well i feel guilty when i see her mom..like i am helpinh her and a part of what she is doing...i feel so guilty...feel like telling her mum..i am afraid that all the guys that she went out with will beat me up..her bf(s) are all like those 'mat'..like anytime they can beat ppl up..i am afraid..haizzz...feel so guilty yet so scared...hmmm....

I'll play for you.